I miss y’ all! \(^v^)/

I really miss my friends right now… ♥

Especially:

~ Jannica Nadine Anchores

~Geraldine Cariño

~Iyesa Monte

~Jamie Tayam

~Kath Leah Convento

~Maydelle Martinez

~Junice Palumpon

~Louise Christine Yu (ms. SEXY xtine yu XD)

~Juan Guiller Santero (guille ^_^)

My closest friends =))

… pardon please… would you mind include my special DARWIN and IIPC to my true love ones XD

my vacation

I’m turning 15 this August and I’ll be a 4^th year high school this June (If my mom will care about me, for some time).

I’m busy for the last days doing this thingy..

I’m answering 582 pages book for me to enroll to a school I never wanted to go >_< Hello?! I’m already a gradutating student and she’s going to transfer me to another school.! And then, if I’ll not finish thing f*cking thingy, she won’t enroll me.. oh damn! T_T It’s already May and next week is June.. actually the enrollment date is over. Oh and not only Chemistry XD Physics book also~ :)

She said that because of my friends that’s why she’s going to transfer me to another school .. AW WHY?! >_< honestly so FYEAH! Do y’ know why? Because, I LOVE MY FRINEDS MORE THAN HER~ :D

My Aunts talk to me regarding it... especially my tita Merriam, she often says, ‘nak, mas mahal ka ng mama mo kaysa sa mga kaibigan mo.’ [trans]: ‘nak, (nak - expression for daughter) your mom loves you more than your friends’ … because, she saw how much I care about me friends… she saw my post in Facebook about my thoughts about committing suicide and my bestfriend commented there… my PUFF ♥ (Geraldine Cariño). I know how much they care for me… My tita reacted on that comment seeing that ‘I love you puff ♥’ and she called me through the phone saying that thos words from my friends are useless… she even asked me, ‘mapapag-aral ka ba ng mga yan?’ [trans]: ‘can they enroll you for school?’ I totally made me angrier but, I didn’t say it to them… I don’t have any feelings about what she’s saying… =.=

Last time, I talked to my friend (Jamie Tayam) on phone, I just want to talk to her and I want to say every feeling I have. And, she understand me. =) And the case I’m going to Finland for schooling (College), it was offered by my Aunt… Tita Bes. >_< (that’s better…)

I’m still trying my best, I tried to act as I care for her though the truth is totally NOT. How will I care for that WOMAN… Sorry but, I took many years spending my thoughts about that thing.

You know, I ended up in a conclusion why I’m like that to her, because from the very first time… she already gone mad in our family when I was still a baby, (until now -.-) my father said it accidentally … (maybe my mom doesn’t know that I knew it) she keeps on correcting us, she always insists that she’s right… she even doesn’t listen to us.

Last time, I already talked to her… just last time maybe last week? Oh yeah, it’s last week -.- I thought at that time, everything was okay and over. She cried to me begging me to understand her. (eh? I already understand he… she’s already insane :|)

I still don’t feel the love from her after that. >_< She keeps on saying that I should understand her… hey! How could I understand you if you don’t understand me…? Just think about it? :\

Pardon, I’m opening net at this hour… not at daytime. XD My mom doesn’t want me to have communication with my friends, that’s why ^_^ I sneak out always bwahaha~ XD